Hi ya'll! Since we're still kinda on the subject of dreams (I decided to take a 'night off' of the computer last night), I thought I'd throw in a couple. I commented below on Melissa's dreams that mine tend to be abstract and not very memorable most of the time because of that. But there are some that I remember (some are way to embarrassing to share here-LOL!)- one was that I thought I had just gone to sleep (I may have even been awake?), and I felt this presence leaning over me, like an air or spirit- it was like I could feel their breath. I was soooo scared- I jumped up, turned on all my lights and was just trying to take it in. My heart was just pounding. It was around 2 AM & my parents were still out, and my sis was asleep, so I was more or less alone. I don't know if it was an evil spirit or a good one- all I knew is that I turned on LOTSA lighte and kept checking around my room. When I went through a divorce (about 12 years ago), I was really afraid of my ex- let's say that he never laid a hand on me, but I wouldn't put it past him. He definitely stalked me after I moved out. For about a year & then some after, I would have nightmares that he would come after me with a knife or gun- sometimes I would talk him out of it, other times I would hear the gun go off and I'd wake up. My opinion is that I was really working through some stuff that was in my subconscious. I was constantly looking over my shoulder for at least 3 years after that time- especially after I had one of those dreams. Something weird in my dreams is that I will 'remember' something from a past dream while I'm dreaming- as if it really happened. I also have deja vu dreams & dreams within dreams. My favorites when I was a kid was that I would dream that I got something as a present, but when I woke up, it was gone. After a couple of these, I would think (in my dream, mind you) that if I hold onto it tight enough, I can bring it back with me. LOL! If only it were so.... :D
Gotta get to work, but I'll check in from time to time. It was actually kinda nice not being on the laptop last night, but I miss chatting with "my gals"! BTW....did anyone watch Fear Factor last night? It was good, but gross!! LOL!
Talk to you later!
Gotta get to work, but I'll check in from time to time. It was actually kinda nice not being on the laptop last night, but I miss chatting with "my gals"! BTW....did anyone watch Fear Factor last night? It was good, but gross!! LOL!
Talk to you later!
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