Hey Melissa- I can relate to the geek thing- I was definitely a recovering geek (still am???) too. You should see the Jr. HIgh & HS pics- scary. Let's see....I wore glasses, not into makeup until HS... was in both band & orchestra.....no sports.....LOL. Geek! But I am also very grateful for that. No regrets- except that I wish I'd made myself more, I dunno, attractive I guess to the guys. I was just extremely shy in school and after one guy called me fat & boring after I'd asked him to a dance (where the girls ask the guys - Sadie Hawkins?) that kinda killed my self esteem for a bit....but I got over it soon after- he was a jerk anyway. You're definitely not a geek- I think it's better to be informed than to be ignorant (heaven knows there's enough people out there who have no idea what's going on). I think I experience the guy-geek revenge though.... in HS, I used to laugh about the computer guys who spent their lunch hour in the computer lab, but now they're the ones probably making the big bucks- lol. More power to em'- great for a revenge of sorts at HS reunions, I'm sure!